Today was such a horrible day for me...
feel lyk putting a password to the blog so that SOME ppl canot read it..
as in... i wanna write my true feelings..however, coz i realized that some ppl are reading it..
it seems rather u noe... 2 write abt it.. haiz..


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some ppl are juz soo in sensitive about others feelings..
Today had some arguments with my grp...
I was being frank and kind by telling them that i wouldnt come on wed n thurs..
i realy needed rest..
dun giv me the shit that every1 is the same and some are even working..
coz EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN COMMITMENTS!!
wad makes u think that if i dun work im super free huh???

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i agree that everyone has to do their work ok...
y do u think im nt gng to school on wed for....
i also wanna go to school ok..
its juz that every1 has their own body limitations..
u may have a higher tolerance thn me.. BUT I DUN!!!
moreover.. u tink i will b sleeping the whole day at home???
of course nt rite..
i will still b doing my work rite.. which will eventually comtribute to the grp rite??
i mean.. wad do u all gain if i fall sick and land in the hospital??huh??
ever heard of the donkey and horse story??
the horse kept bullying the donkey to carry the things till the poor donkey died and the horse in the end had to carry his things and the donkey's things...
im nt trying to say that u all are pushing the work to me..
wad im trying to say is tat.. if i fall sick, u all would hav to do my work rite?
would that benefit any1 of us??
i dun think so rite...
so wads the point of forcing me to stay in school huh??
u can say that im lazy or wadever la..
i hav no energy to quarrel wif all of u now...
i dun think im being very unresonable by nt gng to school...
If i nv tell u all b4 hand and decides to pon school..
yes.. u all hv all the rights to say that im a irresponsible grp member..
but did i??
no??!!!
i didnt ok.. i told all of u truthfully that im nt comin school...
so u mean that i should lie to all of u thn??
sory.. i dun tell lie to my friends...
i try my best to say the truth...
u may think that the truths hurts..
its ok.. if u think it that way, i dun mind ok..
i dun mind weaving a lie for all of u so that i can "enjoy " my life at home...


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i dun wanna talk abt the responses i gt, frm telling my friends abt this argument..
it so rude that i think SOME will nt b able to handle since some are SO SENSITIVE..
haiz.. i guess i will end here.. wad else can i say other thn venting my anger in here...???!!! :(