Waa.. feel terrible nowadays..
mayb due to the time of the month??lol..
i lack of blood sia...
All of u!! no need to go donation center to donate blood liao la..
Donate to me la... realyy... i needdd itt!!!
Duno y ar.. this few days feeel supperrr blurr..
im juz lyk omega blur la.. duno y....
Always forget things...
i can scare myself up to 10 times in 1 day...
lyk i panic wen i lose my ezlink card wen i was abt to board the bus???
waliao.. this kind ar.. super malu.. but.. im soo freaking used to it ..
coz it happens to me ALL THE TIME!!
ass la.. realy hate it ok...
i keep scaring myself lo.. lyk lose wallet, hps etc...
wth.. realy sick of it sia... some 1 help??
plz dun tell me to go take some notebk can write down wadever i do..
i duwanna go do this kind of yucky things that make me look lyk those senile old ppl...


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Today gt performance.. choir 1...
the ndp thing...
was ok la..
halfway during the performance, i bueytahan.. high tide ar..
nervous ma.. so needa go toilet..lol..
rush all the way there..
missed part of the part where gt those little cute kids singing..
Actually they were nt actuallt singing la.. they were lyk juz stoning there.. partically doing nth..lol... some were hyper active.. some were lyk doing nth..
only those slightly bigger kids did the wadever action they were told to do...
But wen i came back frm the toilet..
some idiot went to sit on my chair..
Appenrently this person is BLIND!!!
coz there was this abt 3 finger size sticker on the chair that says "tp choir"
waliao la.. asshole..
go sit my chair.. make me look damn malu and felt so lost..
coz i duno wad to do... ass lo...
haiz... luckily everthing went well la...


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thn was the performance...
we did wad we were told to sing.. and also the "special" item..
doesnt seem special to HER la..
she was freaking shocked...
Angry too..
Seriously, all of us had a part in this la.. coz tis lyk.. if u duwanna do it.. nobody can point a gun at us and force us to do it rite??
So she scolded us damn loud for DAMN long...
ass lo... Duno y.. felt that we did smth realy wrong .. felt extremely scared...
(so u can tell that i was this realy guai gal wen i was in sec school la.. the teacher hardly calls me at all ok??!! muahaha)
Thn went to hold faridah's hand...
wen she was scolding ar.. felt lyk crying already..
holding back tears... coz gt alot of ppl frm backstage...
so duwanna malu...
thn went back into the room..
started crying..
i tht i was the only cry baby there...
coz b4 that every1 was lyk super zai lo.. lyk aiya.. big deal.. that kind of thing..
muahaha.. apperently i was nt the only 1 crying!!
ok i sound mean.. i hope u noe wad i mean la.. lyk ya....
Melissa was crying .., Edna was crying, some of the gals were sobbing..
muahaha... the funniest thing was that i saw some guys crying ...lol..
tht the guys there lyk super act cool kind.. so anti social 1...
haha.. matthew was crying.. i think tat marcus was crying too..
Poor me was crying too... bleah.. spoil make up...


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went to cheong for food after all the crying..
yes i still do hav appitite to eat after that..
wadever.. cry la.. still needa eat wad.. my eyes produce tears but my stomach produce hydrochloric acid too ok...
and the acid has been there for LONG.. pain pain..
so havta eat wad..
expected the wadever cream puffs thing...
no cream puff at all.. cheat my feelings..
but nvm... the chicken wings there were lyk super nice!!!
Well mayb all free food taste gd to me...
this does nt apply to FOW food ok!!
the FOW food sucks!!!


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took food to the room and after eating .. cheong for project!!!
haha.. our team was called team "chardonnay"
presentation went quite well la... lol...