i realy hate them...
y are they lidat?
$$ is lyk everything to them...
so now u noe y i think $$ is sooo bg ..
yes.. its beocz of them...
im influenced by them...
through them, they make me noe that 1 person cannot live w/o $$ and let me noe the improtance of $$...
Everytime there is a problem, $ is involved in it..
nobody will b willing to solve the problem becoz it would involve $$..
But running away frm the problem does nt mean that it would go away..
it would juz become worse and worse...
And wen i finally hav the courage to face wif the problem and consult wif them..
there we hav.. big quarrel liao...
no peace in the family..
thats y, i am sooo determined to earn $$... thats y im sooo $$ minded...
becoz i noe i cannot depend on them at all..
they will nv giv me what i wan..
I realy hate them..She say i change already..
Of course la..
ppl change..
u cant expect me to be the little girl who loves to play barbie dolls or still think that $1 is v big rite?
Plz la.. i DO grow up..
and as i grow up, i get exposed to more things n become more demanding .. juz lyk how their expectation on me will become higher...
Its normal for a person to CHANGE..
Of course i hope that i hav change for the better...
Nvm... all of u will nv understand how i feel at all..
mayb fiona will.. coz she also has the same kind of parents...
i juz cant stop crying now..
think i nv cry too long already..
once i start, i cant stop...
all those images will start popping out and my tears will juz keep flowing and flowing...
want it to stop oso cannot...