Talked to some1 juz now...
Found out some stuff..
made me damn sad till i cried...
i realy dun understand some ppl...
its lyk... some ppl are juz soo fake ..
they can b so nice to u for a moment..
thn after that dun even talk to u..
lyk totally ignore u...
i dun understand y some ppl are lidat..
i realy dun..
mayb this is an experience for me ba..
to c the real world...
as in.. if any1 has anything against me or anything..
CAN YOU PLEASE TELL ME RIGHT IN MY FACE?
as in.. if u dun lyk me.. show it la.. dun lyk dun lyk me thn still tok to me but thn later talk ant me behind my back..
its realy irritating la.. as in.. realy ugly lor..
its feels lyk that time wen i was lyk alone in class..
everybody already had their own cliques and everything..
i was all alone... food dun taste nice wen u eat alone..
so that time i didnt even eat...
its lyk .. i suddenly miss my sec school life...
it was nv lidat that at that time..
yes.. im v dependent on friends..
im the only child ok.. my parents dun understand me..
i only hav friends..
thn if i make the wrong choice.. and make wrong friends..
i realy will get v v v v vv hurt...
this time i realy am v hurt..
i miss yx, shermaine, salina, alyssa,jolene,crystal and deborah they all..
they nv do this to me...
let this b an expericence lor...
its lyk... i will nv b ppl lyk them lor..
nv ever.. if i dun lyk some1.. i will sure tell them straight in the face...
its lyk.. haizz...
shall cry for today only .. nt anymore...