I read some1's blog today...
after reading the blog, i felt lyk a total coward...
a coward who does not dare to express her true feelings and has to create another private blog to scold the person i wan...
i feel lyk such a fake..
sometimes, it is not that i duwanna express my true feelings here...
Or should i say that im too afraid that the person will noe wad i feel abt him/ her..
In any case, i dun wish to make situations awkward for any1....
Its lyk .. i hate the moments where when the person i talk abt and i happen to meet..( highly possible coz singapore is damn small.. u cant hide far..)
it would b weird to talk and if i do.. i will feel lyk DAMN FAKE..
as in plastic fake...and damn grossed out oso....
That is where i hate most la...
Thn everybody will think that im such a sensitive person whereby i hate everybody and stuff...
Which i TOTALLY hate AGAIN!!
Ok.. after saying this, i feel lyk so fake too.. but nvm..
Thing is that i cant bring myself to scold some1 on my blog, and make it so obvious to the extend whereby the whole world noe that it is him/ her.....
Becoz i noe that if i do that..
i duno how many ppl will b talking behind my back abt it..
I hate that.. i juz wanna keep my feeling lyk a low profile lidat...
duwan ppl to noe la... sooo.. hmm.. This person made me damn impressed sia..
How straightforward it was..
After this ar.. think some of u might think..
"oh... Eileen so zi yi how ppl look at her.."
Lyk duh-er..
i care abt how ppl look at me..
Dun tell me that crap that u dun..
Coz if u dun.. u wun bother to buy clothes, put on make up , brush ur teeth or comb ur hair in the morning b4 u go to school COZ U DUN CARE WAD OTHER PPL THINK OF U WAD...


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"im not a plastic bag" is offically deleted from my wishlist..
i dun lyk it anymore..
coz its lyk so many ppl hav it now..
Some of them are even the fake 1s.. so no point liao..


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i cut my nails!!!
its lyk damn short now..
short until disgustingly ugly...
i hate it...
but bobian... i hav to sacriface my nail for my face...
haiz...
i miss u!! my nails!!
it feels so weird now..
coz after living 3 or more weeks wif my long nails...
im back to my short nails...
it feels lyk so empty lidat..lol...