my complexion juz got worse.
i can tell..
damn!!
i realy hate my skin...
its getting worse and worse..
y cant it b lyk good for once?? huh?huh?huh?
its soo irritating to noe that i hav horrible skin ok!!
i hate it...
y cant i b born wif good complexion huh?
y is it always so bad?
Life is so unfair..
some can b born wif good figure,
some born wif gd complexion..
some born with a sliver spoon in their mouth..
some born with EVERYTHING on the above..!!
Me??
i hav NONE!! NONE AT ALL..
no money+fat+horrible skin...
even fiona's skin is much beta thn mine...
Life is damn unfair...
Pimples juz wanna pop out from beneath my skin..
i feel lyk tearing my skin, Scarping off all the dirty stuff..
paste it back...
some ppl say drink this good ,drink that good
I DRANK ALL OF THEM!!
i drank duno how much of soya bean milk, drink tonnes of water everyday,
drink lots of collegen drinks, fruit juice, antioxident pills.....
IN THE END??? nth works...
my skin is hopeless already...
i think i juz go n die faster..
this is torturing me..
i cant bear to see myself staring at the mirror, seeing my complexion getting worse day by day..
its torturing...
i even resorted to praying to the guan yin la..
my mum said that it will make my complexion beta..
BULLSHIT..
none of it works at all..
i hate my skin la..


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Enough of complaining....
today i went made sushi for myself again..
this time i made more!!
so i didnt manage to eat all while cutting..
Fiona came to my house to c how i made it...
thn my uncle came to my hs to take some stuff..
sun bian sent us to Amara hotel ...
we went there damn early...
took tonnes of pics...
wait for the v late birthday boy and kelly...
We waited for 1 hour!!!
omg...
ok... thn we went to eat!!
lyk finally...
ordered some food..
all super nice..
EILEEN LYKS KOREAN FOOD...
after eating ...
This bunch of waitress came out from the kitchen singing happy birthday song damn loudly..
thn i was thinking lyk" waaa.. today so many ppl bday ar!!"
IN the end they walked towards us...
SUPER ULTRA MALU LA!!
omg.. i knew that they were gng to giv us cake la..
but didnt expect it to b this way la..
so omega embarrasing!!!!
EVERYBODY LOOKED AT US OK!!
OMG OMG OMG!!


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