LET ME DIE NOW PLZ..
im sooo freaking tired.. i think if i lie down in the middle of the road, i will still b soundly asleep....
I seriously THAT tired..


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took part in garage battle..
My ever 1st time.. but i lost.....=_=
its ok yanno... there are gonna b many chances i can take part in..
and the nxt time i take part in it, i will make sure i WIN...
muahahah.. Eileen can do it lor..
n this time.. im nt gonna b soo nervous till i keep laughing..
suddenly tht of steffi.. she is sooo right abt me...
N i juz realized that...
IT is.. wen im omega nervous..
i will just start laughing UNCONTROLLABLY..
yes.. i juz cant stop it.. part of my nerves juz made me laugh lyk mad..
no matter how i wanna stop it .. it juz cant b stopped...
idiotic rite...
After thinking and rewinding all my past experience frm presentations etc..
YA.. IT IS TRUE..
and i hav been doing it for all my life w/o noticing i hav such a horrible habit..
i juz hav to stop this stupid thing..


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Rushed down home to pass some stuff home etc..
thn walked over to violet's hs to get a free ride to school..
reached there ON TIME..
but as usual, the TP students are NV on time..
we are 1 of the few out of the hundreds who were actually there...
damn.. was sooo sleepy wen i reached there ok..
i was damn tired coz on friday had to sleep late to try to do my marketing and bcs hw..
thn woke up damn early in the following morning(Saturday) to continue with the hw stuff...
thn rushed to bugis to bring faridah to MG.. thn accompany her eat etc...
rushed home again to do hw... thn rushed to MG to practise..
All the running here and here juz drained all my energy..
the most ridiculous thing is that all the running here and there, NV MADE ME LOSE A SINGLE WEIGHT AT ALL...WTH...
my life sucks...
ya... was trying my very very best to sleepp.. BUT the people there were sooo enthu and noisy that i CANT even sleep at all...
=_=
chat on the phone for sometime till i reached the place..
violet was soo desperate to use the toliet...
but they dun allow.. lyk wth??
depriving of our rights to pee???!!
but were allowed to go la..
i accompanied violet.. coz i wanted to toliet desperately tooo..
but the hardest part came...
How to find a toliet, not portable ones, in the middle of the night, about 3 am??
we went to a few toliets..
but they were all locked..
luckily i wasnt tat desperate, or i would hav panicked lyk shit, making it worse..
anyway... the search for the "holy" toilet went on for abt.. i guess.. 15-20 mins??? lyk wth rite??
took us sooo long b4 we actually found 1 we can use... provided it was clean..
on our way there, we saw some nono.. its more thn some.. lyk abt more thn 50 ppl, scattered all around the place of course.. they were lyk having sleepover outside the esplanade..
waaaa... i guess some ppl realy enjoy"nature" ar??
as in the people there were lyk freaking alot..
makes me wonder if the gvt is building enuf HDBs for the poor people there to live in..
and... at 3 am in the morning, there are people dating there too... in the midst of the many people camping there..lol....


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Standard Chartered started at ard 4 am lidat..
took our position and started working..
4 am already gt ppl wana run.. they muz b out of their minds la..
but who cares... thn..i was lyk one of them trying to put the bags into the respective shelfs...
Thing is that .. the floor or should i say the grass patch there are freaking muddy.. which finally made me understand y muz wear shoes slippers or wadever...
I obviously stayed damn far away frm the muddy areas... who in the right state of mind would wanna offer to stand there in the 1st plcae.....
But 4 am in the morning leh.. though there are some"sot sot" people, but there are some who are rather normal in the sense that they choose to come later...
So was lyk standing there doing nth.. almost about to faint already..
lyk seriously wanna faint lidat.. luckily nt my 1st experiecne of wanting to faint, if nt my face would hav right smacked in the mud...
so i found a chair and started sitting down... many other ppl also follow me..LOL...
but i hav my vaild reasons ok..
ya.. thn u started to doze off...
lyk who wouldnt?? poor me, haven even sleep for more thn 5 hrs the previous night and now i hav to NOT SLEEP at all la... poor Eileen rite...:(:(
haizzzz....
But throughout the event , i was dozing off here and there....
thing is that if i ever find a place to sleep la..
i juz slept anyway.. no mood to think so much...
poor me nv even sleep at all la.. how to avoid and control myself frm nt sleeping u tell me...
even now.. my eyes hav already signalled twice that it needs its ample rest after soo long by making it drop lyk 40% of the time...
After the event, rushed to bugis for meeting...
argghhh was damn sleepy already ...
From yesterday till today, i hav heard endless ppl asking me to take care of myself..
IM trying tooo!!! i wanna sleep too.. but i juz cant...
and the event taught me smth...
NV TO JOIN EVENTS THAT DOESNT ALLOW U TO SLEEP...
coz i realy needa sleep 1...
i was lyk a total pig there la.. eat already sleep, sleep already eat...
IM SOO NT GNG TO JOIN IT NXT YEAR.. i cant take it..
shall sleep now.. seriously cannot tahan le....


Replying to tags:
Violet- No la.. i nt angry at all.. u are being too sensitive la.. :)
Jayden-hahaa.. im feeling much much beta now .. and i tagged in ur blog too!!
Fiona- Is there any rule that says " Eileen cannot b a sadist?" i also wannn to c doc ok.. but i gave up my last chance the last time.. if i were to queue up again, it would probably take another 2 months..... =_=
Jorainy- Hi u r?? i noe u r frm music garage by the way u tag my tagboard.. but.. how are u exactly???
Edna- the word"bull**** does nt cause ulcer la.. by the way.. i didnt say that for the past 2 days but my ulcer became worse.. it is lyk swollen and painful now...
Gibby-haha.. i juz dun lyk him ma.. i dun care if he ever gets to c it too..LOL
Sc-waaaa. angel ar....lol.. anyway.. gibby is gibson and...u very free rite.. i heard that u haven do ur bcs hw and marketing hw lehhhhh...