Woke up damn early to go for project meeting today...
rahhh...
some stuff made me a little late...
:(:(
but still i wasnt VERY LATE..
only lyk 10 mins or so late...
hahhhahaha...
Ob project meeting went very well..
everything was on track and every1 did their work..
but wen it comes to mirco..
im juz v worried..
it juz seems lyk we are doing nth..
i duno y..
n it stresses the hell out of me wen i look at steffi's grp's progess..


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Ate lunch and went bk to work ...
thn Chardonnay celebrated my birthday wif cake...
a little surprised..
made a wish that i think many would hav guess out wad it was..
but i wun say it out coz i feel tat if i say out thn it wun come true already..
thn we went home...
Kim wanted to go Bugis to get some stuff..
i wanted to go Bugis to get stuff too..
SUSHI ingredients!!!
2morw is gng to b 160a's xmas+birthday celebration...
n its gng to b POTLUCK!!
sooo...im gng to COOK!!
muahahahaha..


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On our way there..
kim shared some of her thts or rather views with me..
some of them are lyk stuff which was exactly wad i was thinking but juz dun dare to voice it out..
i duno laaa..i juz feel that kim noes how to voice out her opinions well...
We are lyk juz talking abt how hard it was to find a real friend or best friend lor..
made me realize how in poly i dun realy hav a best friend..
i mean.. last time, i can change best friends every year..
guess that was the immature side of me..
but as i grow up..
im starting to realize that best friends are nt as easy to find as how i tht it to b..
juz made me think abt a lot of things..
bad memories tooo...
There are juz some things that i feel that i hav done on impluse..
somethings that i hav done which i hav regretted..
but at the same time afraid to lose it if i were to face up to reality...
contradicting rite??
lol... its lyk i wan it but i duwan it..
Lots of "IFs" came into my mind..
stuff which i tht i would hav done instead if i could turn back into time..
i guess i realy hav to tink 3 times b4 i do anything nxt time...
not juz follow my heart..
its nt always correct..
thinking back... i realy hav done tonnes of stuff which i regret..
lyk wth plz...
haizzzz............


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on my way back..
i juz had the temptation to go cycling and release all the pent up emotions and anger in me...
i juz wanna sweat them all out..
i wanna go cycle!!!!!
i wanna go east coast!!!!
:(:(:(:(