its lyk weird today..
i juz feel weird..
i duno y either..
think abt alot of things..
Quarreled wif my mum again..
i think muz b these few days too peaceful already..
make me forget y i used to go home so late the last time..
today juz reminded me why.. siann..
thats y i looked for a job..
so that no nid to stay at home all the time..


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actually didnt want to watch, but in the end still watch.." gong zhu xiao mei"
let my mind wonder into my fantasy world again..
haha... i guess wad i wan will only happen in my dreams n nv in reality..
thats y i rather live in my dreams forever rather thn in reality..
the real world juz reminds me of how small n insignificant i am..
not that i wanna b some1 big..
i juz wanna lead a beta life..
with beta ppl.. n ya.. juz beta life..
i noe i canot compare coz there are thousands out there who are worse off thn me..
but that show juz makes me sink in for abt 30 mins..
made me daydream lyk seiow..
also made me rather unhappy too.. coz after 30 mins, i realized that it will nv happen..
i guess this is the reasons y dramas are so popular..
they bring ppl into a world where it will nv b real..
so ppl will b lured in and fantasize abt how wonderful their lifes would b if they were to b the main characters of the story...
wen u are in it, u will nv realized that, a story is a story, it will nv come true..
u will juz sink in deeper n deeper..(ok.. at least thats wad happens to me.. i duno abt u guys..)
so ya.. wen i snapped out of it i was lyk" wad was i thinking.. this will nv happen to me plz.."
lol.... so ya....


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Today, REUBEN is soo freaking irritating la..
he took my handphone n smsed "hey darling, i love you" to my GUY friend...
LYK WTH...
at 1st i didnt even noe 1 lor...
i tht he only wanted to c my inbox...
coz being reuben, i noe he v aunty n kaypoh..
so i didnt stop him..
BUT I DIDNT EXPECT HIM TO THAT LA..F*** u reuben..
i hate u forever....
He is soo gng to die la..