ok.. i shall stop complaining abt how sian my life is for today..
coz i think every1 is sick of it already...
soo im juz gonna start on wad i did todayy..
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went bk to school for marketing project..
and at the same time, was lyk running here n there, lyk lab and cart.
coz the timing for marketing clash wif the meetings...
yaa... i was v v v v v bz for that hour...
went job-hunting at orchard...
N I FOUND A JOB!!
at N.Y.D.C!!
ok... the pay is lyk $5.50 lorr.. but ya..
i want the EXPERIENCE!!
thn nxt time u can c me serving at N.Y.D.C.. the 1 outside heeren..:D:D:D:D
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i thinki hav to stop eating spicy food already..
coz i think the spicy food clash wif the antibiotics that im eating..
coz everytime after eating spicy food, thn i eat antibiotics,i will feel DAMN UNCOMFORTABLE..
lyk wanna die lidat... i duno how to say.. its nt lyk i wanna vomit or i feel hungry...
the feeeling is smth lyk what i felt wen i had gastric problems last time..
although this feeling nv come for v v v long already..
but it sucks to hav that feeling back..
i duno if its is the gastric i had last time that lead to this.. but la.. it made me damn sick...
while walking back home ar..
i suddenly tht alot of last time things..
i was lyk regretting being an aneroxic last time..
i duno y i was so crazy over the weight thing last time..
as in.. no1 can tell how heavy u are in the 1st place wad..
that period of time ar.. though it was last time la..
but i feel that it has realy damaged my body lor..
coz i noe that, that time was my growing period lehh..
but i didnt eat and all.. thats y i became so freaking short now..
i believe that if i had eaten more thn, i would hav became taller..
moreover, i am nt even benefitting from my aneroxia last time..
its not lyk i hav lost those weight for life..
instead, i gain 10 kg within 1 year..!!
scary rite??!!
i mean.. frm a 34 to a 44 was a v big jump for me..
i still rmb last time..i wanted to be lyk 30kg 1 lor...
but luckily i lyk snapped out of it fast..
some ppl can suffer frm it for more thn 10 yrs 1 lor...
but ya... i still regret...
i was thinking ar.. if i wasnt aneroxic ar..
i could hav been lyk 10 cm taller now la..
lyk 170cm already lor..
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