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Clipping up my hair lyk nobody's business...

Stil clipping.. but its lyk 20% cut liao...

The guy behind was the TEACHER lol.. hes damn pro 1.. n abit cute too..v young worrr...40% done... look lyk sadako...LOL..


MEeeee... about 80% done... lol.. V SHORT HORRRRRR... RAHHHH...


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pic of him reminds me of that day.. v funny..
Teacher:*combs hair in front*
Me:(cannot tahan so put hair back)
Teacher: My dear ar , we r trying to cut ur hair u noe..
Thn 5 minutes later..
Me: (v tired so i dozzzed off...*nods head*)
Teacher:*laugh* u very tired ar.. thn the other woman beside me was laughing at me...=_=''


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Slacked the whole day today..
v siannnn....
though i feel v guilty for nt doing proper work..
its lyk weird to feel lyk.. in ard 2 weeks time, u hav exams.. but now u r lyk having CNY..
This yr, for CNY, im gng to wear a DRESS..:D:D:D:D
so happy, tried on the dress plus thought of wear to match with it and all already..
so v happy... Eileen's gng to look pretty 2morw..:D
gng to take a whole lot of pics also..:D
anyway.. today hav reunion dinner..
was ok la.. juz lyk the rest of the years lor..
always the same thing..
but ya. i duno .. this year it somehow feels different..
it feels more..warm..
ya.. probably after i hav gone to poly this yr, i always hav this sense of insecurity...
thats probably one of the reasons i wanna work..
working helps me in a certain extend..
it keeps me bz so i wun anyhow think, it provides me with money so that the money can fill the insecure part in me...
i realized hav been having this feeling for the past year..
especially after alot of things.. it juz made me more insecure...
so ya. wenever i feel insecure, i will look at my bank book..
weird habit hor??LOL..
thn wen i c that i hav enuf $ to get by, even if my parents were to abandon me, i still can survive for 1 month.. i feel beta...
thats y wenever i feel insecure, i will go look for a job..
it juz fills the empty part of my heart in me..
last time i used to turn to my ccas.. but now.. i dun think it helps..
i duno y.. i juz dun go there anymore..
mayb i dun feel belonged there??
i dunoo..
Feel that theres alot abt myself that i duno...
alot that i hav to find out more coz i dun understand myself..
i cannot understand, y i cant b juz lyk myself n hav to feel so inferior to others all the time...


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enough wif the emo part...
im gng to the temple later!!
its lyk part of a routine..
every chinese new yr eve, my uncle will fetch us to loyang there the tao pek gong there..
thn thats where i will meet some of my relatives there also..
we will queue up there to get these lyk "golden coin" thing...
thn willl talk n talk...
thn ard 3-4 am thn reach home..
hahaa.. im gng there later!! cant wait..:D