ღ Monday, May 26, 2008
♥ A New Chapter Begins ♥
..i damn pissed now..
i duno y i cant get things done..
its lyk.. i wanna do this thing..
tat is supposed to be done by my parents.. BUT IM DOING IT FOR THEM..
yet my father has to make life difficult by forgetting this and that..
IM FREAKING PISSED I TELL U...
Y DO I HAVE TO SUFFER ALL THIS WEN I DOING ALL THE SHIT WORK??? HUHHHHHH??
IM SUPER *TOOT* PISSED!!!!!!!
KNS!!!!
seriously..all this made me rmb at the start of the school, where NOBODY helped me in the admission of all the school shit and i was left all on my own to do everything..
i was soo freaking depressed that time..having to deal wif a thousand over admin stuff.. and i duno how and which 1 to start with..
OTHER PPL LEH???!!!
THEY GET TO HAVE THEIR PARENTS TO HELP THEM SETTLE EVERYTING..
THN ALL THEY DO IS TAKE $ AND HAPPILY GO TO SCHOOL IN PEACE?!!!??
y cant my life b lidat HUHH???
i freaking pisssed now..
not only becoz im super tired after all the ssm shit..
i was so tired that i fell asleep on the floor..
thn we i wake up and washed up..
with hardly more thn half hr of sleep, i hav to do all this thing..
only to find out that i cant do it ..
HUHHHHHH!!!
YYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
its this kind of HELPLESS feeling that i get all the time..
feeling so helpless yet having NO1 to help me.. no shoulder to lean on, DEFINITELY NOT MY PARENTS..
its lyk thrown in an isolated island where u are left to fend for urself, to find food and water and shelter..
yayaayyaay.. its sounds as if im exaggerating..
WAIT TILL U ARE IN MY POSITION..
u will FEEL WORSE!!
im too pissed to talk to them coz i noe if i do, i will blow up even more..
all i can do cry and cry helplessly..
WAD ELSE CAN I DO, U TELL ME??
nth at all!!!
nobody can help me do it..
my parents duno how to do it at all..
EVERYTHING IS ME, ME AND ME...
sometimes, i cant wait to finish schooling and get out of here..
living outside will not b easy..
but i noe it will b less stressful, emotionally and physically there
♥ TCP has written at
6:48 AM
