i realise that im easily stressed..
VERY EASILY..
yesterday, i went to this website...
wanted to buy clothes there..
shun bian intro to steffi n kimbo..
thn.. the deadline of the clothes was today...
so wen i lyk figured out the cost n everyting,
tried to call kim..
but she nv answer..
thn i panic lyk shit...
coz i hav to ask her if she stilll wan, thn i muz tell the person tat i wan to pay by cash etc..
u duno how much stress i was gng through since it wasnt MY Thing anymore..
its also THEIRS..
haiya..
i duno la.. wen im stressed, im easily irritated..
wen im irritated, i get angry easily thn i will start feeling very giddy
so for the whole of today, not only for the clothes thing,
anther thing also la..
wen i wana contect ppl, non answered the phone..
thn i was very pek chek...
its lyk.. i feel lyk i cant do anything..
i wanna do smth.. but becoz of something, i cant do it..
thn will feel faint , and very hungry...
very very hungry, even now..
ESPECIALLY WEN MY MUM IS NAGGING AT ME..
thn i will feel faint again..
thn i will feel v hungry.. or isit full??
aiya.. i dun even noe is hungry or fulll..:(
my temper is getting worse..
lyk very bad..
the whole of today, i had to keep telling myself to BREATHE..
haiz..
n wen no1 answered my calls, i tht that my phone spoil already...
LOL..
ok.. CALM DOWN!!!
i hav to calm down..
if not, i will become v pek chek thn i will hav breakout..
:s