ღ Wednesday, July 2, 2008
♥ A New Chapter Begins ♥
Sometimes, i realy hate sharing things with my family and relatives...coz they take things for granted..by being generous to them is creating trouble for myself.SERIOUSLY..im realy v pissed lor..i duno if its my temper getting worse or wad..but i realy very pissed lor..lyk i did this survey abt this food thing.thn its lyk.. hav to call home delivery etc etc..thn its lyk after telling my mum already,hn she will go tell this person go tell that person..thn after the food come, she will b lyk nagging y lyk this y lidat.THINK I WAD. wakao.. i realy v pissed lor..imagine if i do this at some1 else's house, waliao.. all the problem solved can..my mum wun come asking all this SHIT..that person's family would b happy coz i treat them free food,my dad wun ask all the rubbish abt this and tat..EVERYTHING WILL B SOLVED..no 1 will take me for granted and no1 will complain..GD RITE?where gt this kind of thing 1..ASK U TAKE THN TAKE LA...ASK SO MANY QUESTIONS FOR WAD??wanna b nice also hard..SO U CAN U BLAME ME FOR BEING HEARTLESS, FOR BEING MEAN TO MY FAMILY??u cant...COZ IM JUZ TRYNG TO AVOID TROUBLE FOR MYSELF..u c.. this time i juz wanna b nice to them..but in the end, all i get is all these shit..THINK I SO FREE ISIT..I HAV TO DO ALOT OF THINGS 1 U NOE..giv u all things thn u all still come n create trouble..wa kao.. seriously..THATS THE REASON I LYK TO KEEP MYSELF SO BZ..ITS COZ I HATE GNG HOME..u can say im trying to run away... YES I AM!!who wouldnt b??all i wanted was to stay at home in peace, hoping my family would b those robotic no- talk back kind where they will juz NEVER question me, n accept anything i giv..but haiz.. they will NEVER B LIDAT..i realy cannot tahan..u think i dun lyk to go home meh?? i love being at home sometimes..can watch tv etc..BUT THEY ARE STOPPING ME!the moment i think of them..SERIOUSLY..i rather stay at my auntie's house, wait unitl lyk 9 plus.. thn soh soh go home..by that time i reach home already 10.30pm, faster bathe thn do hw.. thn sleep..C?!! THIS WAY, NO CONTECT WIF THEM.. THN NO QUARREL THN WORLD PEACE...
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