ღ Friday, August 8, 2008
♥ A New Chapter Begins ♥
Seriously, now i feel lyk banging myself against the wall and die..im such a cui person..lyk seriously..i say i wanna lose weight.. but i never seems to lose any despite trying to exercise and do all the what so nots.i wanna b at least good in someting, example singing.. but CHEY.. i juz cant seem to meet the school's expectation.. i say i wanna do well in my studies but BLEAH.. till now i only hav a GPA of 2.16.. how cui is that.. n to make it worse, i almost forgot to do my public speaking quiz.. (did it juz now.. was not good..:( )so i thought, maybe a little more SEAL points would help.Thus i wanted to be class rep..IN THE END.. also cui... i did something v BLUR!! i remind every1 to send the hardcopy of the resume in.. in the end , me myself forgot about the soft copy..everything seems to NOT GO WELL for me now..if wad i hav done affects my classmates to lose their chance to work.. im will so go n kill myself..SERIOUSLY!! i realy damn sad now..wanna do things right but cant...i c other ppl, thn i compare them to myself..i always wonder y i am lidat n y they are lidat..seriously..it juz makes me more sad..HAIZ...im trying my best already.. i realy am.. i wanna change!i must change!i need to change!i have to change!
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