ღ Friday, September 12, 2008
♥ A New Chapter Begins ♥
I duno y.. im always so dissatisfied..with myself, with my life..i guess its human to always wan more..juz now..i was waxing my leg..thn i was lyk cursing..i duno y..im born lidat..i duno y i hav to go through the trouble and all every week..my mum said" aiya.. dun do la.. whos gng to stare at ur le plz, its nt lyk u are a model or wad.. no1 is gng to care.."true. no1 is gng to care..but i juz canot tolerate imperfection in me..though there are so many imperfections...all i can do is to try to make it better..wad to do laaaaaaaaa.....so irritating can....i wish i can go for IPL ...BUT..haizzz.. the sad thing is hor.. i have no $..and even if i hav $.. and i go for it..i would have asked for more..and more..and more..that time, i would have asked for plastic surgery for bigger eyes, double eyelids..etc..i might even be the youngest gal to go for Botox..haha..
********************i guess.. i shall try to stop comparing..i duno y..i juz LOVEEE to compare..compare results, compare mother, compare money..i guess my nature is juz being plain competitive...
********************almost finished watching my hwang jin yi..but.. the last episode canot watch at all...i duno y..i tried looking for it at crunchyroll, youtube..but dun hav...damn pissed...
********************anyway, im trying to plan on wad to buy in Bangkok already..wanna create a list..hahaha..although the bangkok situation is very chaotic now..but i think all the more the things there should be cheap..hahaa...cant wait...gtg liao..tuition early in the morning tomorow..thn gt music garage...haiz..hav to wke up early sia..thats all..
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